Why I Started A Blog

Introductions first...I am Kadra am 21 yrs old and am of somali decent plus a muslim.I live in Nairobi,Kenya and I 've done a degree in Journalism and I work as a communications officer

       I was mostly sceptical about starting a blog mainly because i didn't want my personal life issues to be known.I know to most friends and family am an extrovert...to some extent I am but I have been struggling with self esteem issues for long this coming not only from my self image but also peoples perception of me .
              One thing i know that is my inability to say No.. to people like yesterday A guy i used to school with came up to me asked for my number and i gave it to him he freaking caught me of guard I was in the middle of people i couldn't humiliate him now he has my number guess who is calling me 24/7 hahaha am I being stalked??? Ya Allah help me. why am i such a people pleaser!!!
           Two I am a procrastinator I procrastinate on the littlest of things I feel like peeing ooh...I'll just do it later that doesn't make sense.I do this all the time that it has become a part of me I hit the snooze button so many times that i think the relationship between me and my phone is in the rocks..pun intended.Im supposed to be at work by 9 am but i reach there an hour or two late am a sad creature i know
   Three am a complainer its either am dying,aching,lifes too hard,am waking too early,no guy likes me,am not pretty enough most of all my weight and my acne spots on my face...
  Now that I've told you my issues I have decided to change my life for the better I started going to the gym and eating healthy March of  this year am holding on to my new year resolution and am hoping to stick to it..My initial weight was 100 kgs and i haven't weighed in yet am gonna tell you guys my current weight when i weigh in by the end of this month....
I welcome any suggestions and tips from you guys hopefully I'll reach my target weight of 70 kgs

Newbie Alert!!!

HEY!!! So This girl right here decided to make a blog hahaha... I want to see how long i can keep this up.So join me in my world of crazies and lets make it fun..Salaam